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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jun 29, 2008 8:19:24 GMT -5
She knew she'd said the wrong thing the moment it left her mouth but by then it was too late. Grabbing her shirt she pulled it over her head and sat up, "Sorry baby, you know me, I don't know when to keep my mouth shut" she said wiping her now messy blonde hair out of her eyes, "Or what to actually say. You were great, best ever actually. Not that I'm a total expert or anything but I've never had better" she tried again hoping that would bring the mood back up to how they normally were, although things had already changed now.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jun 30, 2008 11:53:27 GMT -5
Jake had grabbed his boxers and pulled them on. He tried to be happy taht she said he was the best ever but that comment about it just being good stung. Maybe he fell too fast and showed his emotions too much. What if she was now just saying that because he was upset. Not saying anythin for the longest time he finally looked up at her and gave her a half smile. "Well I am glad it was the best ever."
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jun 30, 2008 21:23:58 GMT -5
"It was and you know it has to be true because I can't lie to save my life, I'm notoriously honest, to the point where I piss people off" she said giving him what she hoped was a cute look, it usually worked pretty well with her blonde, pink and black hair, and she just hoped it would work now so that he wouldn't be upset anymore.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 1, 2008 3:30:08 GMT -5
Leaning up he kissed her. "I know you could never lie to save your life." He sadi to her and smiled again. MOving he sat next to her. "Now would you like to watch a movie then?" He asked with a smile and grinned wat her.
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 1, 2008 8:58:48 GMT -5
Smiling back at him, satisfied that she'd managed to fix the problem she'd caused with her big mouth. Smiling again as he kissed her, all her worries of having ruined yet another perfectly good relationship flew out the window, "Good, I'm glad" she said happily. Grinning at him when he suggested a movie she moved around so that she was completely comfortable and relaxed again, "So long as its not a chick flick, I've never understood girls need to depress themselves for entertainment" she said happily.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 1, 2008 12:45:06 GMT -5
He laughed at that. "Your my kind of woman. Wait that why I am dating you!" He said and then notice something. "OH crap. We just totally had sex on my sisters favorite hoodie." He said. "I am debating if I should just stick it in her room and not wash it or be actually nice and wash it." He said trying to pull it out from underneath her.
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 1, 2008 19:06:10 GMT -5
"I better be" she joked giving him a cheeky grin. Jumping when he pulled a jumper from under where she was sitting she couldn't help but crack up laughing. She was pretty sure that Ryan would not appreciate what they'd been doing on top of her clothes, "Ew dude, wash it" she said through her laughing giving him a nudge in the shoulder when he suggest just leaving the jumper in his sisters room. Guys could be so gross.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 2, 2008 1:16:59 GMT -5
"I can't wash it till tommorrw." He said and threw it back on the couch. "ok now for this movie. I am in the mood for Batman." He said to her with a laugh. "What you think about that?" He asked her titling his head to the side and putting his arm around her.
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 2, 2008 1:55:34 GMT -5
Rolling her eyes as he said he'd wash it tomorrow she shrugged her shoulders at his movie choice, "Yeah sure, so long as Hilary Duff isn't in it I'm cool with that" she told her indifferently. The Batman movies always had a lot of action in them, and although she hadn't seen them in ages and wasn't a huge fan she didn't mind seeing them again. Roxy leant into him when he put his arm around her and got comfortable, feeling completely at home where she was now sitting. There weren't many times when she'd felt like this.
Her parents were never around, they paid for her to go to boarding school and whatever else she wanted but they were never there when she wanted or needed them to be. They were just the people who brought her into this world and paid her way but they weren't really very good parents. They had never bothered taking the parental role and instead gave it away to complete strangers up until she was old enough to go to school.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 2, 2008 11:38:52 GMT -5
He laughed at her comment about Hilary Duff. "Yeah, I don't see why people think she is so good looking. She can't act, can't sing and she is so ugly." He said shaking his head. "Yet people are obessed with her." He said and got up. Putting the movie in his playstation and getting it ready to play he came back to her with the contorller.
Sitting on the couch he opened his arms. "Come on and cuddle." He said with a smile for her and looked at her with that look of love in his eyes again. He hoped that look didn't scare her because he really couldn't help it.
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 2, 2008 20:17:27 GMT -5
"People are obsessed with what they're given, Hilary Duff just had good advertising" she shrugged carelessly. She never paid for anything to do with Hilary Duff so she didn't really care about other people, the ones who did anyway.
She watched him go and put the DVD in the playstation and then come back before going over and getting comfortable again, leaning against his side with her head resting on his shoulder,
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 4, 2008 11:18:12 GMT -5
Sitting next to her he rubbed her shoulder and smiled a bit more. He loved this. Being this close to her and never wanting to let her go. Never wanting this moment to end even though he knew it had to. They had to live their lives but he just wished that this could last forever. Why? Cause it was moments like this you realyl only get once. He snapped out of his deep thinking and looked at her. "Who is your favorite superhero again?"
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 4, 2008 19:49:33 GMT -5
"My favourite superhero?" she asked herself putting a finger to her chin in mock thinking. She wasn't much of a television or movie watcher, and definietly not much of a comic book reader. She was always too busy running around, keeping active and so she'd never really had time to watch movies. In fact she had trouble just sitting still, she liked to constantly be moving around and doing something, but there were times, like now, that sitting around wasn't so bad. She was happy to be sitting next to Jake, watching a simple movie like every other normal teenager, "Well I'm not much of a comic book person but I have seen X-Men so I'd have to go with Rogue I guess, what about you?" she asked looking up at him from where she was resting her head on his chest.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 5, 2008 0:43:59 GMT -5
"I would have to say batman." He said with a laugh and winked at her. "You know that is why we are watching it. Cause I like him so much." He said to her with a grin. "He is who I wanted to be when I was little. Use to drive people nuts." He said to her and laughed again shakin ghis head
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 5, 2008 2:27:34 GMT -5
Laughing with him and the image in her head of him in a batman suit she rolled her eyes. It didn't really surprise her that he liked Batman so much, he was a geek and she liked that about him. He was such a fun person and pretty much everything she wasn't. It made for some interesting times that was for sure, "I don't think I ever wanted to be anyone when I was little" she said thoughtfully. When she was little all she'd wanted was her parents to pay attention to her, which they still didn't, and then all she wanted was to travel, which was doing quite a lot; she even had a plain ticket booked for Australia again in the next holidays, this time she was going to Perth.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 5, 2008 12:56:12 GMT -5
Lookin at her he sighed. He knew her story all too well. He had learned it last year when they went to school together. "Listen if you ever need a place to stay outside of school you can come stay at my place." he said to her softly. "I mean you will have to put up with my sister but I am sure even you can do that." He said with a laugh. "You would like how clean she is." He said with a nod of his head. "So if you ever get lonely just give us a call and we will get you to us ok?"
He then thought of something. "I need to tell you somethin though. While we were out of school I dated Lucie Coeur. We dated for about six months and then broke it off." He said to her. "Her and I are good friends now. We are both president of the student council." He said to her and smiled. "But I am glad I am with you now."
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 5, 2008 20:56:32 GMT -5
"I know I can count on you" she said smiling at him and kissing the side of his mouth, "But this holidays I'm not going to need it, I'm going back to Australia, I'm going to see Perth this time" she was exited to be seeing more of Australia and as nice as Jake's invitation was, Roxy couldn't remember the last time she'd stayed at home during the holidays. She wasn't one for staying put and much preferred constantly moving around. There was so much of the world to see and Roxy wanted to see as much as possible.
"It's a good thing that I'm not a jealous person then isn't it" she said giving him a look, she wasn't entirely sure how she felt about that. It was true that she wasn't ordinarily a jealous person, life was too short for jealousy, but she did feel a little annoyed that he'd dated her for 6 months and she hadn't known. Roxy and Jake were good friends even before they started feeling differently towards each other, "If things start getting awkward, guess who's losing their bedroom?" she said giving him one of her cheeky, almost sadistic looking grins.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 5, 2008 23:54:41 GMT -5
He laughed and shook his head at her. "Not me. I am not leaving my sister alone." He said and pulled her closer and nuzzled her neck. "Now can we forget about Lucie and just worry about us? Hmm..." He said to her and kissed her neck a bit and grinned. "Sorry babe I really can't resist you for some odd reason." He said.
"Your just so perfect and right for me." He said to her and sucked on her neck a bit making a hickey there.
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 6, 2008 8:15:29 GMT -5
"Hey I never said you had to leave completely, you'd just be sleeping on the couch" she grinned jokingly. She liked Lucie, she thought that she was a cool girl and the last thing she wanted was for things to get really weird between the two of them.
"I know what you mean, if I wasn't me I'd want to jump me too" she joked flicking some of her blonde hair behind her shoulders like some oversexed socialite. If there was one thing that Roxy knew how to do it was joke around. She rarely took anything seriously, it seemed pointless too her. There was no fun in being serious and it only made you fell miserable about yourself, so why bother? That was her argument anyway and she was sticking to it.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 7, 2008 0:28:53 GMT -5
Laughing he shook his head at her. "You can't be serious for once can you?" He said to her and laughed agian at her. "You are so beautiful and amazing." He siad to her with a smile and kissed her again. "God I love you." He said and then pulled back. "Sorry I shouldn't of said those three words should I?" He asked
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 7, 2008 5:39:13 GMT -5
"Seriousness takes away the fun of life" she grinned kissing him back when he kissed her. When he said that he loved her she felt two emotions, happy-nerves and fear. She'd always run from love, she didn't know why. The prospect had always scared her to death and so she'd just mainly stuck around with guys who she knew would never say it. Kept herself safe she supposed. But this was different, Jake was different, "Look Jake, it's okay for you to say it, I just...can't yet...I don't know why" she said sadly, "It's not like I don't feel the same but I just can't say those three words, they're not little for me you know? Just...please give me time" she said almost pleadingly. She really wanted him to understand. She really did care about him a lot, more than she cared for her own parents, but she just wasn't able to say those few words.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 7, 2008 15:33:21 GMT -5
He nodded to her and looked around. Finally he looked back at her and finally spoke. "I understand." He said to her and stroked her face. "really I do." He said to her and smiled a bit. "Just say it when your ready." He said and pulled her close. "I will not say it that much so you don't feel like you have to say it cause I am"
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 7, 2008 21:13:19 GMT -5
"Thank you, I really appreciate it" she said leaning up and kissing him passionately. She really did feel the same way about him, she just wasn't ready to reveal that kind of vulnerability of herself to anyone, not even herself really. She'd been betrayed by her parents already and couldn't help but think that if she let her guard down completely then it would happen again. She also knew that was stupid, Jake would never do something like that to her and most people weren't as big jackasses as her parents were but her brain overrid her heart and stopped her from opening her mouth.
Dropping her head back onto his shoulder she turned her attention back to the television and the movie. She'd seen the Batman movies years ago but didn't really remember much of it so she concentrated on the screen to try and work out what exactly was happening in the film.
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Post by Jake McGrath on Jul 8, 2008 17:12:19 GMT -5
He smiled and just held her close to him not saying much. He really wished that she coudl just say it and get it over with. Why? Then it wouldn't hurt so much to say it. It was hard to say I love you to someon that couldn't return those three words back to you in the porper way. It hurt his heart to even think of it. and when he did think of it made him want to cry. As the movie finished he yawned and looked down at her, "You awake?"
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Post by Roxanne Lorenzo on Jul 8, 2008 20:24:21 GMT -5
Resting her head on his chest she was watching the movie and slowly felt her eyes start to drop closed. Movies had always made Roxie sleepy. She knew it must be hard for Jake to say I love you when she wasn't able to say it back, but those three little words had always scared her to death, she didn't know why really, it wasn't like she could really associate them with her parents since they never said it to her but then again maybe that was the reason why she was so scared of saying them.
Thinking about her reasons for silence only made her sleepier and so she finally closed her eyes and let sleep overcome her. Maybe sleeping would help her understand her fears, although she doubted it. She only hoped that eventually she'd either be able to say it or Jake would somehow understand.
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