Post by asphodel on Jul 17, 2008 8:56:57 GMT -5
Asphodel Aries Monroe
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"Im not afraid to cry every once in a while,"[/size]
"Even though going on with you gone still upsets me."
•• i just watched her make the same mistakes again[/i][/color] ••[/center][/size]
name , Asphodel Aries Monroe[/b][/i]
nicknames , Ash
gender , female
age , sixteen
date of birth , October 31
grade , junior
sexuality , straight
clique , musician•• what's wrong, what's wrong now? ••
hair colour , Dark to a light brown
eye colour , caramel brown
build , thin but not sickly, just naturally skinny
height , 5’7
weight , 110
paragraph , Her hair is a chocolate brown or it looks almost black in really dark light. It’s usually straight and she has bangs that cut off right above her soft caramel brown eyes. She is kind of tan yet kind of pale at the same time. It depends on how the light hits her skin or how she is feeling. She’s pretty tall standing at about 5'7 and it balances out with her weighing around 110. Its skinny but she’s not obsessed about her weight. Her clothes are usually normal, nothing really extravagant unless she has to get really dressed up. Which she does hate doing. She’s usually seen with a journal in her hand that has all of her songs that she’s written in it and her favorite room to hang in is the music room.
played by , Demi Lovato
•• too many, too many problems ••
[/b][/i]home town , New York
mother , Alex Monroe -Mother -DEAD
father , Charlie Monroe - Father -DEAD
brothers , Mason Monroe –Brother-21-
sisters , N/A
other , Rose Monroe –Aunt-
Jason Sanders –Adoptive Father-
•• don't know where she belongs ••
[/b][/i][/center]history ,
Asphodel Aries Monroe was born to Charlie and Alex Monroe on October 31. The day was hot yet the wind was calm and the only sounds that could be heard threw out the house were Alex screaming in pain. They rushed her off to the hospital and at 11:46 pm Asphodel was born. But she wasn't a healthy baby. Ash was born with a really slow immune system and spent most of her time up until she was 1 staying in the hospital. She finally got a bit stronger and was able to go home. As she was growing up she couldn't really go out side and play with her friends and she had to be home schooled so she wouldn't have the chance to get sick. Ash hated being bottled up inside and decided that she was going to fight with her parents to let her go to a real school and her parents agreed since she hadn't showed any signs of getting sick in a while and she was SO excited. It was 6th grade and it was her first day of school, her parents had agreed to drive her. But on the way there something happened.
They were turning to go into the school parking lot and had the right away when they got slammed head on by a pick up truck. Both her parents died in the accident but since Ash was sitting in the back seat she was OK, just a little banged up. After the accident she became very close to her big brother and her and him had to move in with their aunt. Ash blamed her self because if she wouldn't of wanted to go to regular school then she wouldn't of had to be driven and her parents would probably still be alive. She shut her self off from every one around her because she wanted them to go on living their happy lives while she sulked in her bed room wishing that her parents were still alive.
She refused help from any one, that was until after her 13th birthday she started getting sick. It wasn't a normal sick because it kept getting worse and worse. Her Aunt and brother took her to the hospital where after several tests Ash was diagnosed with Leukemia. Everyone's worst fear had came true and Ash found her self practically living at the children's hospital in a tight clean safe room. She felt like a lab rat having to be there all the time and more importantly she felt weak and pathetic. The treatment they were giving her had caused her hair to fall out and Ash never went any where in public. After all, how man 13 year old girls are bald thanks to leukemia treatment? During the time she was in the hospital she started to develop really aggressive behavior and severe mood swings. She was taken to a special doctor and after several more tests she was also diagnosed with mild Bipolar Disorder. She felt like her life was 1 big screw up and that all she was going to do in life was rot away in a hospital room and be tested for 100 different things every day.
Finally they got word that the treatment had worked and that her leukemia had gone away for the time being, but that it could come back if she wasn't careful. Her Aunt thought it might be a good idea to move her and her brother from Hawaii to California because she thought that it might be a good restart for them. Plus it had a really good children's hospital if she got sick again. Ash was actually happy because she had always wanted to go to California. She loved the beach and more importantly she wanted to go to Disney Land. What kid doesn't want to go there? She thought this was going to be perfect. But then her Aunt told her that she had to go to public school because her aunt had to work as a pastry chef. Ash begged to be home schooled because she liked staying home with her aunt and making pastry's and cooking in the kitchen and having yummy treats for when her brother got home.
Finally after lots of fighting she agreed to go to public school and got really nervous about starting her freshman year in a school with other kids because she never really got used to the whole school thing. She was mostly home schooled her entire life and pretty much only knew what her brother told her and what she saw in movies, so she got a pretty good idea. The small freshman tagged along with her older brother like she was a lost puppy. He was popular and every one knew him and she was like a little alien that just arrived on earth, no one knew her and she wanted to keep it that way. But apparently she had made the mistake of always hanging out with her brother so it only took a few days for her to be thrust into the popular life, but it didn't feel right because she knew that she didn't belong there.
Sure they had the money but Ash never dressed the part and she sure as heck didn't act the part, for long. She quickly picked up on the whole 'I'm better then you bow down to me' type of attitude. She studied how her brother acted around his friends and that’s how she started to act. It didn't take long for her to start fitting the popular mold and she hated it. High school was so full of back stabbing and at 1 second every one in school could know your secrets. She had built up such a good wall to keep every one from finding out her secrets that she actually started to forget them her self. Well that is until she has to take her BPD medication every day. Her brother and her have thankfully become very close over everything they have been threw and she wouldn't be able to do this whole high school thing with out him. He protects her and makes sure she takes her medicine so she doesn't loose it in the middle of a hallway at school or something.
But her brother was a senior and had to graduate. He got a full scholarship to collage and soon left Ash behind even though none of them wanted him to. Ash’s aunt was old and started to get sick and had to be put into a nursing home leaving Asphodel without any where to go. She was put up for adoption as a last resort and she was certain that she wasn’t going to get adopted till a guy adopted her. Apparently his daughter had died the year before that and he wanted another daughter. She was actually happy to be with a dad again, that was until he started hitting her when she would be having one of her bad emotional days. He wouldn’t just hit her but he would beat her a lot. She would always hide the bruises but after he put her in the hospital he claimed she did it to her self and was out of control so he sent her to Crescent Hill Academy. The first place she’s felt safe since her brother left.
personality , Asphodel doesn't look like she would be in the musician clique. She doesn't act like it and she doesn't care about where she shops because as long as the clothes look good then she will wear them. She doesn't care if they come from the top designers or good will. A lot of people say she doesn't belong in any clique because of how she dresses. But her attitude really does say different. Most of the time. She has 3 main attitudes she goes by. Anger, Preppy Popular, and chill. Some times they can change from day to day and some times they can change from minute to minute. Her brother always jokes with her and says she has split personality and Bipolar disorder. But what most people don't know is that she really is Bipolar.
As for her temper she is one not to be reckoned with. For her petite small frame she holds a lot of anger. People take her for granted for she is short and skinny but she can turn around and show you why you should do that in a matter of a few seconds. There have been countless occasions that she has proven herself bigger than her size. She has the fiery temper of a large buff murderer. And don't ever think that she wouldn't come to those terms. For whenever she gets mad she tends to black out a little bit and doesn't know what it is she could do or is doing.
But her preppy popular side is what can help get her high school. She learned a lot from her brother. She knows how to put others down to make her self feel better and she can be a total bitch when she wants to. She’s mostly like that around her popular 'friends' because she knows that’s how she has to act to fit in with them. This side of her is totally fake and she hates having to do it but she doesn't want to loose her popular position because she likes all the perks. Like the guys and the good lunch spots, she’s so milking this for all its worth and she doesn't mind a bit. Just as long as no one really finds out.
The only people that ever really get to see the normal chill side of her are her friends and her big brother. When she’s around people that she feels comfortable with and she’s not at school and her fake friends aren't any where to be seen then she is a totally chill and laid back person. She loves cooking for her friends because she likes to invent stuff in the kitchen and make things taste good. She also likes to color and she likes coloring books and crayons. She can be such a little kid when she’s with her friends and that’s her true side. She loves dinosaurs and chocolate milk with bendy straws, her brother and friends all say she’s like a little kid but she just says she still has a sense of childhood in her heart. She just wished she could be like that all the time and not have to be some preppy popular person.
Ash is a sharpie addict and caffeine addict. But giving Ash coffee would probably be the worst thing a person could do. Because when she drinks coffee or an energy drink she is bouncing off the walls and she’s all ready naturally hyper. But giving her caffeine is like lighting off a nuke. She also likes to draw on her self when she is in her hyper state, but she is also VERY rebellious if she is hyped up on energy drinks. This is another situation that can make her short dangerous temper spike up. She’s tried for so long to control her behavior but it is pretty unpredictable she hates it but she knows she has to live with it. Her brother has always told her that she got dealt a bad hand in life but that its going to make her strong when she is older.
Secrets are a big part of every high schoolers personality and life. Some times a secret can make or break you and Ash is no exception to the rule. She has a fair share of secrets but most of them are just parts of her past that she doesn't want people to know. Like no one knows that her parents died, every one just thinks that she’s living with her brother because her mom is on business in Paris and her father is in the Army, she doesn't want people’s sympathy. This is also why no one knows that she had leukemia when she was little. She went threw chemo and lost all her hair, this was around when she was 12 and since then she has been in remission but she’s been getting sick a lot more recently and her and her brother are scared that its going to come back.
She doesn't want to have that happen again because it made her feel so weak and like she couldn't do anything by her self. It also made her feel empty because while she was getting her treatment at the children's hospital all the other kids had their parents their with them crying and laughing. She had her aunt and her brother, the closest thing she got to a family at that time. Some therapists say that her parents dieing and her worrying about getting leukemia again is why her emotions are so out of wack and why she got diagnosed with mild Bipolar Disorder, because since she’s so stressed she doesn't know how to control her emotions or which emotions to pick. Life for her is a major roller coaster ride, she doesn't know when she’s going to be shooting up or spiraling down, she’s just waiting for the roller coaster to stop.
But since her brother had to go back to collage and her aunt got to old to be able to provide for Asphodel, she got put up for adoption. She hated this more then anything in the world and she got a lot more angry then normal. She thought no one would want her because of her bad past, her leukemia and her bipolar disorder but when a seemingly nice man in his 30s adopted her after his daughter died she was starting to feel pretty ok about it. That was until he started beating her when ever she would be having an off emotion day. After that she started becoming really quiet and shut off and she flinches REALLY easily. She’s scared of most older men now and hides the bruises.
likes ,
• Dark
• Night
• Moon
• Stars
• Parties
• Silence
• Contradictions
• Guys
• Shiny Stuff
• Rain
• Sleep
• Crayons
• Chocolate Milk
• Dinosaurs
• Bendy Straws
• Halloween
• Midnight
• Black Cats
• Stars
• Music
• boys who like music
• Roses
• The Beach
• Ping Pong
• DDR
• Sing Star
• Sharpies
dislikes ,
• Being Popular
• Mac N Cheese
• Play Dough
• Pencils
• Spiders
• Bugs
• Sun
• Following in her brothers foot steps
• Running out of coloring books (she LOVES crayons)
• Being called a little kid
• Fights
• Medication
• Forgetting to take her medication
• Being Bipolar
• Having mood swings
• people finding out shes Bipolar
• Getting yelled at for drawing on her self
• Infections
• Lightning
• Being alone
• being scared
• Windex
• Ravens
• Dogs
• Crazy Cats
• Being angry.
• Cancer
• Chemo
fears ,
• Cancer relapsing
• Going back to her father
• Dark
• Car Rides
• Loosing some one else
hopes ,
• To be a singer
• To get a boy friend
• To live with her brother again
secrets ,
• No one knows her father hits her
• No one knows shes adopted
• BiPolar[/size]
•• she wants to go home
[/i][/color] ••[/center][/size]your name , Callie
*cough*old Elizabeth*cough*age , 15
experience , 4 years
password , Hell on earth
sample , see Callie California [/blockquote]
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